Surreal.

Took a personality test. I like the way it interprets…I think it matches me a whole lots.

The following is the description; I’m a Engaged Idealist :

Engaged Idealists are extroverted and helpful. Others find them to be very congenial and inspiring – especially as they are always willing to see the best in the other person. Their humour, their energy and their optimism attract other people. Engaged Idealists are very good at communicating and are good at convincing and firing on others. That is why it is a matter of course that they often take over the leading role in groups. This personality type often produces very charismatic persons.

Engaged Idealists have an unusually strong ability to empathise. They are tolerant and generous towards others; they sometimes tend to idealise their friends. They always try to suit everybody and want their relationships to be harmonious and satisfactory. To achieve this, they are prepared to invest a great deal and to put their requirements last. As Engaged Idealists are very considerate, there is the danger of them sacrificing and overexerting themselves for others. In their job, they therefore have to be very careful not to develop a burnout syndrome.

Engaged Idealists are reliable, well organised and love structuring complicated situations. They have difficulty accepting criticism; they quickly feel hurt and misunderstood. Their perfectionism also influences their love life – they look for the perfect relationship for life. Once they have made their decision, they are faithful, well-balanced and loving partners. However, should they get involved with the wrong person, it can happen that they allow themselves to be exploited for a long time before they end the relationship.

Well well….Been facing problems lately. Just when I thought I had picked up my stride and ready to took off for a new chapter in my life, I stumbled, real hard… Seriously, I didnt expected it at all…Its like a dream, so surreal that I could not bring myself to face and believe it could happen in such a short time. I cannot allow myself to be overtook by negative feelings , I cannot let it control me. I am no master of my own emotions but I think I have to tackle this problem of mine wholesomely this time, once and for all…How I wish you could be here, cab all the way down and just tell me I love you? haiz…

bye, jeff.

Orgasmic MONTH

I swear this month is the best month in my life, May 2008. Started off the month with kbox session with my buddy Ray and meiping! Its been really fun that night and Ray made me high with her oldies of chen jie yi…HAHA…nice nice….photos will be uploaded next time, because I am rushing for time for yet another kbox session, this time round with the seasons friends!=))

 

 

 

And not forgetting my Creative cliques, we went steamboat last last thurs and I swear thats the best I have ever eaten, I really forgot who my daddy mummy was and just gobbled up the food with all my might, like some monster who had never eaten for weeks! Its was that nice, i promised I will bring my seasonfriends there before I go army! And having been working with them for ard 4 months already, they are really fun pals and now I am looking forward to work everyday..haha… Thanks for all the crap lamers!!

 

 

Next !!!This week!!!! Most happening! WEDNESDAY: went to Settlers to play games with seasonfriends right after my work, at clarke quay there…salute to ZC who booked that place for us and when I was there, they looked so high with all orgasmic faces…I dunno why….haha…but real fun though , and it was a plus with their service crew ultimate nerdy humour….HAHA !

THURDAY: Went to my highly anticipated outing with justin yim JUN JIE! my hardgay buddy….ma de although he’s late, he still make my day with all his funny joke and his dark secret!!!!!! really nice and before we planned this outing, I already planned to surprised him by treating him to crystal jade to all the goodies he first treated me four years ago…DESTINY!!!! Glad you like it bro!

 

YESTERDAY!=): Had a date with my pri sch fren, miss wan qi! she didnt changed alot, just that I am taller than her already! clap clap! And I must say you had really turned into an elegant and well mannered lady! haha! LOL…many thanks to you for being the driver of the day . but I also played my part hor, I gave u the directions! haha… Treated her to thai express and movie and the movie was really nice am I right??? CHOCOLATE! HAHA! after that went to pick up car at taka and drove to clarke quay, feel like slping in the car alre, damn cosy lar…drank at brewerkz and the waitress there gave me a wink LOL, because just the day before I went with justin hahaha…funny staff..had this fruitbrewkz that wan qi introduced and was really nice! Thanks for the drinks! ended the day by her suggesting to drive to esplanade bay and had a nice chat…although she’s rather quiet lar=.= haha! Next date: West coast chui hai feng! 🙂

 

 

 

Bye guys!!!!! photos will be up!

 

Cherishing and loving ..=)

Hi guys!!! For those who dont know yet, I will be enlisting on 9th of July!!! I will be posted to BMTC school two and heard that this particular school prepares recruits for OCS and SISPEC courses…I will make it to OCS!=)  Just two month plus left for me and I think I shld really make full use of my time.. because if I were to successfully make it to Officer Cadet, I will be undergoing a 9months officer course and heard its gonna be real tough and packed, dont tink will have much leisure time for me…so those wanna date me out or longed for a single date with me, what are u waiting for?? LOL

 

 

 

Went to PLAY last sat with zc, ray and pam…as for more detailed description of how it went out and also our scandal photos, please refer to ray’s blog=) I shall upload one pic as a teaser..

 

 

haha=) and yeap went to Partyworld yesterday with my creative cliques…though its just 4 of us( only guys), its my most high and enjoyable KTV outing up to date! Photographer of the day was Mr Steve but he’s camera shy =.= AND AND I didnt know Hokkien song is so NICE!! I think this is the only time that I sang till jelly legs and hoarse voice…THats me enjoying JJ lin song below

 

and thats my funny supervisor below

 

 

My buddy in Creative Mr ALEX NEO ( he’s Hokkien tian wang dun play play)

 

me selecting cao meng and jeff chang’s songs =X

 

starting to get high now…

getting ‘higher’ with jeff chang’s ai ru chao shui…

 

 

And CLIMAX with Cao meng’s AI PU BA!!!

Lastly, A shot at my chubby face taken by Mr Steve, I would love to go one more time!=D

 

 

 

 

p/s: I am suppressing my feelings becuz I noe its not going to happen.

I love chalets

Although this chalet doesnt went ahead with our plan and that many things had unexpectedly happened, nevertheless, I cherished the time when we guys had together and really had fun together…its really great to see all of you all having fun, everybody laughing, jumping around…and I think I really love the atmosphere overnight at chalets, its like suddenly you are free from work stress and have fun with your cliques..wooo shiokkkk ahhhh=) If I were to go there again, I will make sure I will take care of everybody’s health and nothing goes wrong again! and and, I will definitely take a stroll along the pasir ris park alone and have a heart to heart talk with my soul…

 

 

haiz…really did not expect justin’s shoulder to get dislocated again…really upset for him, can really feel his agony and I really sympathized my bro..hope this will be the last time and yar, ray, get well soon over ur gastric problem and adopt a healthy and balanced diet! haha ( Like I had adopted one….=X..)

 

 

I had so many pictures to upload and share but I dun noe what the hell wordpress is doing and I cant even upload one of them…very disappointing I noe..haiz….next time I dun be camera man liao=( but nvm, i will try to post them at friendster account and u guys can check it out there…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

P/S: I yearn for another chalet=)

 

 

 

 

Graduation 2008!!

Glad I did came to this graduation. It marks my acheivement for the past 3 years and I get to receive my diploma in a formal and honourable way=)

 

Present were Jolin, ray and zhicong. their parents and relatives came and really envied zc’s parents becuz I can really see their happiness on their faces and they are very proud of their son. Thanks to zc’s dad for his relentless effort in helping us to capture each and every moments during the graduation and I really thanked him for that, despite he have to carry the camera tied with some girlish soft toy, he doesnt care at all!! so ‘MAN” …lol..yeap and ray’s mum is really very sociable and talks to every of us and can see that her mum always bickers with ray because they have so much things to bicker about, like her graduation attire nvr iron properly lah, etc… as for Jolin, her parents didnt came but her ah ma and ah yee came down and support her. This my first time meeting her ah ma and yeap, she looks great and incredibily young for her ah ma age…..the graduation ceremony wasnt what I had expected and it turns out to be one of the grandest and formal ceremony I ever attended. Glad to see all my poly mates there, memories just flashed across like how we used to hang out together…sadly, some of the faces I wan to see didnt turn up…..

well, I am happy with my results overall and so is my dad. he said he wanna sponsor me go university after NS and from his face, he seemed very determined …see how it goes man!=) thanks dad!

After the graduation, met up with the rest of the season friends and had supper at the famous ‘dou jiang you tiao ‘ store near the CATHAY .  Hope our chalet will be an enjoyable and memorable one guys! make it happening=D

Last but not least, I prayed hard for the guys in season friends who is namely, Zc, Ys and Justin not to have a hard time in army and wishes lady luck with them always! As for the girls, namely Ray, Jolin, Wanxuan and Lynnette, for those who already applied for UNI, hope u can squeeze in haha, and for those who wanna work already, all the best for ur interview and draw a good salary!….

Bye!=)

Revolving doors of Vengence

juz a random title, dun tink too much abt it… I am fine, so are my dear friends=)

Been thinking of my friend Sim shao chong lately , dunno why but I have to clarify we arent gays and surprisingly he’s one of my fren which I always make an effort to keep in contact with hahaha… because he reli made an impact or rather, make my stay in secondary school a memorable and humourous one…can said to be one of my best buds. Been looking through his blog, infact I looked thru alot of blogs and found his blog has the most drastic change in reflection of him in my impression over the years…Saw his blog archive and looked through and read almost every single word, wondering why I have such patience man…he really changed alot, kinda funny because during his past archive he always mentioned about his girl relationship probs, showcases his prized possession and even receipt of his expensive meal at some kuku resturant…thinking back, its one year ago since I sent him to airport for his internship at Creative Labs Inc, America…time is really fast and I can forsee seeing him off again the next time he go berklee college study music..haha …I realized that keeping a frienship is like playing chinese chess, you and your friend have to keep on playing, making the effort to keep the game going, racking brain juices to solve problems ahead and advance..

alrite, hmm, been losing the drive to blog lately though…hmm, next wed would my graduation ceremony, not reli looking forward to it, because I dont view my poly education as a fruitful journey..I really cannot feel any love and affection for my instituition..although my frens kept on saying its once in a lifetime, I still find it nothing in particular spectacular about..maybe my thinkings from the masses are different, I am not saying I am unique or what, but just very different sometimes..going nth to blog about alre, recent happenings worth mentioning would be my season frens are back from penang, I just bought a new Creative Zen media player and caught a flu today..

absolutely emotional.

one on one with YS

A very swift update! EaRLy in the morning today went out and met my all time fav hangout buddy Lim Yong Sheng! was like some crazy IT show Fans , actually went there at 11 plus am…wth it was jammed packed, but most are window shopping la becuz almost none of the crowd there I saw were carrying retail bags there..Thats Singaporeans lor, in such a small and boring country whenever there is some event going on, all will flock there …haha.

FUn hanging out with the dude and we really had lotsa things to talk about, he was feeling quite low today haha becuz usually when he saw me , he will give me his iconic shuai grin , but today he like black face leh..but nvm, talk to me alot and decided to treat him eat ‘hao liao’ to cheer him up…actually it was meant to be a surprise and I asked him to chose a restuarant . ta da, we lunched at this ‘noodle house’ which actually cater quite economic prices and amazingly nice food ! free flow of drink somemore! thumbs up man…will lunch there again, definitely! After the lunch, boredoom caught hold of us and we were wandering around again and there we saw justin yim haha…and guess wha,t he actually still having his birthday celebration , with his aunt somemore..really now I noe the reason why u just cant slim down dude!!  Dunno why, me and ys suddenly feel vv tired after all the commotion happening at IT fair and we decided to do something out of the blue on a nice saturday weekend, we went to train our stamina and body…haha the AJ us went jogging together and actually found out that we still have a long way to go to get our NUM body..kinda funny. Will definitely reach that goal soon, right YS? Motivation please…=D

my brother’s 20th=)

1st march was Justin YJJ bdae, and we celebrated it on 3rd, monday…Its really fast and one of my brothers just turned 20…I suddenly reckoned what will be like for his subsequent 30th, 40th etc.. Is the earth turning faster now??

We had a wonderful day, wonderful programs..went gymming and badminton in the morning until late afternoon..feeling damn shiok and accomplised as we spent our time reli to train up our body and strength..after badminton, we went back home and came out again, met up at cck and off we went to golden mile complex to book tickets to penang, sadly I am not going..hope my season boys will have a safe trip and have lotsa fun!! met ray along the way and reli thanks ray for coming with us although she’s reli tired and have got to work early morning the next day…Justin is a lucky bday boy man, BUT, he told us to wear reli nice and he himself wore some lok cock puma shirt, turns all of us off when he still show off to us he has got a big banana holder bought from daiso while he’s walking around…reli man, he’s always this crazy and never change..haha quite funny and I think he’s reli high..met up with justin’s gf and rasa finally at clarke quay station and took some pics there…hads lotsa laughter again and we went to a recommended jap restuarant by YS to dine…

went brewerks to drink after that and along the way there, spent some time finding ATM and had fun though as we walk and had some heart to heart talk with rasa , crap along laugh along..all the best to rasa and her keefe bf=)  pubbing at brewerks were great, the relaxing feel will overwhelmed you and I definitely were mezmerized by the ambience and spacious interior decor inside..super duper comforting to chill, nevertheless, had our share of laughter again by playing the animal game and rasa were the poor noob to be bullied by us LOL…yet again, took lotsa pics again and I believed all of us were in real high spirits and reli enjoyed every moment there…its reli great to see each other so happy , grinning and feeling so high! admitted ray and zc lor…

reli look forward to another trip there again and of course, all of us must be present too=)

happy birthday my dear bro, justin yim jun jie=)

peektures time..

 best friends=)

 

Nice=)

wheres rasa??

me and rasa, nice lighting !

brewerks rocks!

Disgusting drinking manner by bdae boy

I like this pic of YS and Ray, got mo qi!!=D

Couple to be.gripping each other hands and never let go…

ermmm, i prefer the guy partner with ray above haha..

me and da sao..

me and ray babe =)

yeah and thats me! once again, thanks guys for that wonderful chill out=D

Seasonz in Sentosa

I suddenly realized everybody is waiting for Ray’s pic before they update and I have a feeling that in the end everybody will be posting SAME pictures!…haha I shall blog with my own pics and be alittle unique…just a little.

To start off the day, I actually woke up early and went for a light jog and did some physical training…hence I didnt meet ys and zc for breakfast at YA KUN. Working out early in the morning is amazing..the kinda sweat is especially  fresh and not smelly one…I was jogging along a particular long stretch of road alongside a river and I think I am the youngest there, ah peks and ah ma were doing tai chi , and some plump NS man were running behind me…kinda new experience as I have never work out in the morning before…and oh, did I mentioned that the air were super fresh too? its really enjoyable and to my seasons friends, do try working out early in the morning =)

alrite…next, met up with the season friends at ctrl stn harbourfront and dint noticed that Jolin were actually in the same train as me all along…LOL. went to have some really delicious heavenly tasting prawn mee (am I right Ray?) and headed off to sentosa straight..we didnt bought any snacks btw. Upon reaching there, we began our search for a good hideout for our tanning because we don wan to get hit by flying volleyballs… and yeap, settled down and the poor me got buried in the sand…they gotten so excited and actually carve out a really good figure for me which includes six pacs and huge breasts with protruding nipples( SOUNDS SO WRONG, six pac with tits???) as for the pic itself,  go ray’s blog and view it…yeap, tanning was cool and I didnt really got any tan though, although I thought I did …dissappointing. In the end it was Jolin that was the one who reaped the most results..haha. Well, very enjoyable indeed and after the tanning, headed back to vivo and waited for our SF new comer, Lynnette Tham! had a very sinful meal at Carls JR and did some window shop, I tink I gonna buy that river island half sleeve shirt..I tink I will look nice in it..

Oh before I forget, we tried out the LUGE and it really gotten us high..check out the pics!

Thats Jolin and Ray below..

Really nice view on top..

 ys and me…

omg faggots of the day

views from the top again..

blur..

zhi pai…

Thats all! Looking forward to next seasons friends outing!  I will come up for our group’s theme song k!

circuit training

eh ys, dun anyhow post comment k dun spoil my plan, i delete ur comment ah sorry ah =D

This time round I am back with more pictures of my work place!=) I love my desk to the core..now u know why I can always online and watch youtube when I am working? haha..

 

more pictures!

 

work is becoming more and more fun!  and meaningful=).esp with my supervisor, his name is Jason Lee (which he is very camera shy haha), we always talk about how near it is that when he is becoming 30 years old in just a few months and yet he doesnt have a car, am single, bank account balance is less than $10,000 etc etc…kinda funny like how he poke fun into his OWN life. But , I  respect him. He’s really those type that is super duper optimistic, never fails to make people regain confidence in their life again..I think he has really that kind of ‘shen’ in his eyes, that when he talks and look at you, u will feel happy and confident of your life once again( you guys have such fren?)…he always help people, which I am beginning to learn from him. that kind of customer service he gave infront of so many fussy china customer really stunned me, speechless man. where the hell in Singapore have such professionalism? he’s really one kind and I hope to learn more good points from him,  because although I know I am quite a nice guy alre,  haha, but near enough is not good enough! I hope to build myself into a character like his, benefitting everyone around me with my helpfulness and love for one another-not expecting any returns or benefits in return.

Next, I have planned myself a tanning and training routine. I hope I can really commit to it though its a little difficult now due to my work… My AIM by this year april:

1.To have at least a visible four pack abdominal muscle

2.To have really a bronze choc toned bod

3.To perfect my bod shape , slim-toned-strengthed esp my arm and thigh area. like bruce lee…hohoho

well done! I tink I am a really disciplined boy..oh well, looking forward to this wed’s outing with ray, jolin they all to sentosa..gonna kickstart my tanning session there and hope it would be a enjoyable one=) Next, justin’s bday outing on 3rd march! Me and ys had already bought his present, hope that yew tee fat pig will like it and yar, zc , are you going to get a durex vibrator for justin?

~it just get tougher and tougher each day